do not be afraid to love. to be loved.
in love. there is no better way to live.

Tunnel Shock

we spoke into existence 

a war/

neither of us chose 

bloodshed/

but i cannot remove the stain. 

do not unload your love until you have reached home safely.
the poet’s responsibility: to write what the heart cannot fathom. what the mind cannot tolerate. what the spirit is not willing.

happy independence day ghana.

55 years in the making. 

After Elmina

After a tour through Elmina slave castle, I needed to write down EXACTLY what I was feeling, thinking, processing. This is the result:

I am heavy with the burden of my ancestors. To be broken. To be psychologically and physically beaten down. To be called less than. To be called out of your name. To have your skin determine your fate. Your death. To go through the “Door of No Return”. To not return. To pray to God. To return. To be chained to a weight. To be publicly humiliated because you decided to say no. To be broken. They tried to break them. Because black is unknown. Because black is filth. To be raped.

Because you were defenseless. You were defenseless. There is a heaviness embedded in Elmina. It sings a screeching lullaby. It is dancing in the dark. Sweet blood that was lost. That was strained. Tell this history to be strong. To stay strong. Tell this history to understand. Tell this history because you do not understand. Tell this history to unsettle. To learn how to forgive. How to love. How to say “never again”.

Never again will she be led through the governor’s back door into his bedroom. Never again will be pray his flesh rotten, so he’ll live a different story. We rest in knowing that our ancestors have endured. Therefore we endure. Therefore we fight. Therefore we rebuke all evil. Love all that is good and forgive all that spew hatred. So we depart. We live in expectation that hope has met us. Will meet us. Forever. 

We, the living, vow to uphold this. 

We, the living, vow to uphold this. 

Until the lion has had its historian, the hunter will always be a hero.
it will all get better. (keep this on repeat)