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we spoke into existence
a war/
neither of us chose
bloodshed/
but i cannot remove the stain.
55 years in the making.
After a tour through Elmina slave castle, I needed to write down EXACTLY what I was feeling, thinking, processing. This is the result:
I am heavy with the burden of my ancestors. To be broken. To be psychologically and physically beaten down. To be called less than. To be called out of your name. To have your skin determine your fate. Your death. To go through the “Door of No Return”. To not return. To pray to God. To return. To be chained to a weight. To be publicly humiliated because you decided to say no. To be broken. They tried to break them. Because black is unknown. Because black is filth. To be raped.
Because you were defenseless. You were defenseless. There is a heaviness embedded in Elmina. It sings a screeching lullaby. It is dancing in the dark. Sweet blood that was lost. That was strained. Tell this history to be strong. To stay strong. Tell this history to understand. Tell this history because you do not understand. Tell this history to unsettle. To learn how to forgive. How to love. How to say “never again”.
Never again will she be led through the governor’s back door into his bedroom. Never again will be pray his flesh rotten, so he’ll live a different story. We rest in knowing that our ancestors have endured. Therefore we endure. Therefore we fight. Therefore we rebuke all evil. Love all that is good and forgive all that spew hatred. So we depart. We live in expectation that hope has met us. Will meet us. Forever.